Here we go yo!

We got our calender!  Woot Woot!  Needless to say we are all thrilled and so ready.  Looks like we will be doing the transfer toward the end of January.  I got all my meds today and start those lovely injections at the end of the month.  It feels so good to have a date in the near future.  

It has been kinda' weird being in this limbo state that I have been in.  Back in March 2009 I go and tell my friends and family the news.  I address all of the questions, the surprised stares  and a wee bit of drama that goes along with it.  I was strong and determined though.  I knew I had the support of my peeps behind me and gosh darn-it, I am going to be a surrogate!  I thought whew, glad I got that outta the way.  Now when can we do this?  

{I am not always the most patient} I was ready to go.  

So here we are almost two years later {still ready to go} and I feel like the little boy who cried wolf.

"I'm gonna' be a surrogate!"

"Ya ya we heard you...we'll believe it when we see it."

I still get the occasional "So what's going on with the whole surrogacy thing?"  I find myself thinking, "Your guess is as good as mine!"  I don't get into detail with very many people because if there is one thing I have learned through this process it's that things change ALL the time. 

But...

Anyone who really knows me, knows I am a determined soul.  When I put my mind to something, I see it through.  I am seeing this one through.  I feel like it is my mission. 

I want to help someone else experience the same joy I get from my little ankle biters...That joy is like pure crack to me.  I can't get enough of it.  I love my kids more than anything. 

I want my IP's to get the happily ever after that they deserve.

So here we are.  I'm still here.  I'm almost there.  

I can't wait. I'm gonna' do this. I am so thrilled. =)